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Thursday, 30 August 2007
its really unreal
Mood:  hug me
Now Playing: sweetest thing
Topic: what else ken

this is so personal

its really unreal

that those blue eyes

are not enough

to snap me out of missing ken

this is terrible

i can not believe i made it another day

without my husband

what a joke to call him that

why does he keep calling me

whats the point now


Posted by miasarafino at 6:22 PM EDT
baby bird flew away
Mood:  sad
Topic: mine jessa

wow jessa went off on the skybus

she made it happen

iam so proud of my kid

she will do well that one


Posted by miasarafino at 10:53 AM EDT
Wednesday, 29 August 2007
seen an old friend
Mood:  not sure
Now Playing: the sweetest thing

seen an old friend

it wasnt the same

how could it be after all

so glad for the friend

but tisnt Him

how long will it take to get over this

if ever

it s the worst pain i ever had


Posted by miasarafino at 7:35 PM EDT
Tuesday, 28 August 2007
the end
Mood:  irritated
Now Playing: dont let me down

well this is the end of us

insane husband called this morning to say he misses sleeping with me

iam perfect but he is not comming back

the end

today i saw a divorce lawyer

hopefully i can get the $200 to start the divorce and then approximately 8 weeks later

well that will be the end

no one wants to know the pain

i have been suffering since he took off 6 weeks ago

no one wants me to talk about it

i never thought it would happen this way

i never thought i would end

but yes it has

is this a blog

i dont know as it is 1:30 and i am getting that depressed feeling again

God help me


Posted by miasarafino at 1:38 PM EDT
Monday, 27 August 2007
nervous wreck
Mood:  quizzical
Now Playing: what else ken
Topic: what else ken

i am so sure my Husband is nuts!!

His message this evening is crazy

i pray to God

this will work out fine

iam an nervous wreck 23 hours a day

this is unbelievable


Posted by miasarafino at 8:53 PM EDT
Saturday, 25 August 2007
saturday
Mood:  spacey
Now Playing: beatles

saturday

still august

sending kid off to hollywood

what a trip!

those blasted birds keep waking

me up so early

then theres nothing to do

with no coffee in the house

all i got to do is walk the dog and

go out for coffee

one more happy day for me


Posted by miasarafino at 12:54 PM EDT

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